AsylumSecrets Entry #2!

Please read the introduction for this blog! ( http://asylumsecrets.blogspot.com/2009/12/asylumsecrets-introduction.html ) If you haven't already :D
I cannot thank you guys enough for your love and support and your SECRETS! I love you guys soooo much :)

It is so comforting to read other people's secrets that I feel as though I could have written myself and I truely wish you all the best. Many of these secrets have brought me to tears!
I do hope you enjoy them and find releasing your secrets out into the world as therapeutic as I do :)


Text part of the blog!

AsylumSecret #1: "I am 28 and haven't achieved anything in my life and I don't care. Life is not about that"

AsylumSecret #2: "I've realized that I'm completely terrified of any male at least 6 years older than me, but I'll gladly flirt with any girl. Funny thing is I'm straight....oh society and your impression on me..."

AsylumSecret #3: "Dear Asylum Secrets, (oh buggar I gave myself away ;)
I'm secretly working for Doctor Steels Army of Toy Soldiers.Truth be told I was enthralled with Miss Autumn quite a long time before I even knew about the Toy Soldiers.Incidentally, I found out about them through the Asylum forum. Curious really.
Does this make me a Toy Plague Rat? or a Plague Toy Soldier.I seem to prefer the first one. It sounds a lot more fun.
Sincerely,
Anonymous"


AsylumSecret #4: "I'm so happy I'm insane. If I didn't "suffer" I might not be a plague rat!

AsylumSecret #5: "He was my first relationship. My first kiss. My first love. I was with him for nearly 3 years. Then he became my first heartbreak. The following days, I thought I would die. I've had other relationships since him, but still he haunts my dreams. It's been almost 3 years since he left me, and yet upon occasion I still cry myself to sleep over him. How can I still love him when he hates me so much? And yet, somehow, I know I'm better for it. As they say, it is much better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all."

AsylumSecret #6: "I'm afraid to come out to my family as a bisexual knowing how they are homophobic."

AsylumSecret #7: "I'm kinda afraid of having sex.
Sent from my iPod"

AsylumSecret #8: "sooo my secrets:I seriously considered emailing my ex's mum and telling her all the shit I know about her "lovely" sonMy first crush was a girl(as am I) but I've only ever had relationships or any kind of sexual thing with guys so far, though I consider myself to be bi...and rather gayer than straightI read in the bathtubI somehow manage to love an loath myself at the same time"

AsylumSecret #9: "I'm very addicted to painkillers. They dont even help the pain when I need it anymore though. I take them because I'm addicted to the high from overdosing on them.
I'm scare to end up like my parents. That ill ruin my life. That ill become a drug addict. Just. Like. Them."

AsylumSecret # 10: "My boyfriend saw the guy that raped me at Walmart. I thought he moved away, but he hasn't. I'm scared, even though I shouldn't be. Even though it was date rape. I'm still scared to leave my house. Thank God I've moved since I last talked with him. And the worst part about it all.. he saw me, but I didn't see him. That's what scares me the most."

Now onto the picture section!!! I do believe you can click on the picture to enlarge it (like viagra...oh please, someone laugh with me!) so you can see it better!

AsylumSecrets Entry #1!

The first segment of this blog will be secrets sent to me in text via email at AsylumSecrets@Gmail.com


AsylumSecret #1: "So there's this one member of The Asylum who is the leader of an underground, passive revolution movement!"

AsylumSecret #2!: "I am frustrated beyond endurance at people's lack of willingness to commit. Yes, you will be hurt. Get over it already. That's just life.I need someone; what makes you above caring for another human being? I'm not asking for eternity; I'm not asking for the rest of your life; I'm not even asking for more than a month or two. I can't stop devoting myself to people, why is there so little reciprocation? I try to be a good friend; I know I'm not perfect, but I TRY. I have loved these people, knowing ahead of time that I will be hurt and that I may never completely recover. Will someone please do this for me? Or am I not worth it? How many times will this happen before I lose the ability to love this way and become like those who have failed me? Please, let the answer be infinity."

AsylumSecret #3: "One of the girls I've slept with on multiple occasions was cheating on various boyfriends to be with me. I knew this ahead of time. And I didn't give a shit."

AsylumSecret #4: "I'm an art-junkie lesbian!"

AsylumSecret #5: "I like you a lot. You seem to like me too? Please make a move..."

AsylumSecrets #6: "A woman got in a car crash as I was walking by. She knew she was dying and asked me to hold her, because she was becoming cold. I continued to walk on forward while laughing hysterically. I will never forget how cruel that was. Insanity is both a gift and a curse."

AsylumSecrets #7: "To Asylum Secrets,
Remember the goosebumps books? There was one with a hand on a door called "Don't go into the basement." I never read it but in 1st grade I had a nightmare about that hand. Now, I continue to see it in day to day life almost eveyday laying on cracked doors and my bedside. This hand is my only fear.
Love,Anonymous Muffin"

This segment of the blog is now pictures or scannings of AsylumSecrets:

If you cannot read this it says

"Patchwork pieces of myself
And in the end does it really matter
When the whole world thinks I'm mad
And I have trouble keeping a
Grip on anything to close to real"

I would like to thank all of you for participating in this project. I especially have to thank musicallysilent because she has been a great help with ideas and such, and so have the rest of you :) Please continue sending in your secrets and message me if you would like to send in a physical secret :D I will give you an address to send it to until I get a P.O. box!

Love,

loony_moony

AsylumSecrets Introduction

P.O. Box 47 West Sacramento, CA 95605-0047

That is the address you can mail your hand written Asylumsecrets to! And I will scan and upload them for the blog!! :D <3

AsylumSecrets was started on Emilie Autumn's muffin forum and it was based off of PostSecrets! If you email AsylumSecrets@Gmail.com you can anyonymously send your secrets (I'm too slow to figure out who you are! And I'm not going to post your names or emails.)

If you have any questions feel free to contact me on here, AsylumSecrets@Gmail.com , the AsylumSecrets topic on the forum (http://www.forum.emilieautumn.com/viewtopic.php?f=155&t=22739), or PM me on the forum, or talk to me on my twitter (MissLoonyMoony is my screen name!)

You can send in as many anonymous secrets as you'd like! :D

PLEASE DO NOT PUT YOUR FORUM NAME AT THE BOTTOM OF YOUR SECRET! Unless you give me permission to use it <3

Thank you SO MUCH <3